Your Perfect One Your Perfect One
Something swirling inside my head
A bleak melody convincing me I am dead
An empty picture of who I used to be
A soul waiting to be set free
My heart beats a rhythm too faint
Tired from all these years pretending to be a saint
I cannot take the pressure anymore
Need to be free to let my spirit soar
You think I am perfect, count on me too much
I’ve always tried, but I’ll never measure up
You expect the world of me and I’ll let you down
Then I wonder if you regret having me around
I’ve never been much at meeting your criteria
The ideal of the perfect girl you found in the media
I always wanted to be that perfect daughter
But I’m just a lamb being led to slaughter
I will never be that porcelain princess
But by now that’s something you could’ve guessed
I’ve always been the glue to hold us together
The gentle breeze that cools the hot weather
I do not want to be that girl another day
Pretending that it’s all going to be okay
Some things are broken and can never be healed
The power to mend is one I’ll never wield
I am not your god or even a queen
I just want to live my life unheard and unseen
I am not your perfect one despite what it seems
But just for now, I’ll let you control my dreams
vehnillamasochist- 09-12-2005
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS AND KISSES}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} U give me gooosie bumps!
raspswirl- 09-12-2005
This is really good. I love it.
I feel like this a lot of the time. You connected with me. Good Work! :)
Talula- 09-12-2005
It's so pretty.... (tear)
SteelLily- 09-12-2005
thanks guys. i wrote this a while back but it seems to be a pretty dominant theme right now with me so i thought i'd share.
PickOutYourCloud- 09-12-2005
wow...what can I say? I'm blown away.
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